Just shoot me
Will NOT fucking cry over you anymore. Your right you don’t deserve me you don’t at all. You deserve a bitch thatll treat you like complete shit. I’m done treating you like a fucking king I’m done kissing your motheruckin ass. I’m done being taken for granted. Done
But I love you too much
I love my STUPID boyfriend :)… Sometimes
Exactly like the video. Ever since we got stuck in this little situation of ours, we’ve done nothing but drift apart. Nightly phone conversations don’t last for hours til 1 in the morning anymore instead, after getting sick of the dull silent conversations, I lie and tell you I’m off to bed when really right after we hang up I cry myself to sleep. Random nice texts don’t exist anymore either, instead if I don’t text all day we don’t hear from eachother all day and end up arguing about it at night. Seems like your even happier when I’m not around like all I do is bring your mood down. Maybe it is all me and my fault but I wouldn’t know since it’s too hard for you to share your bothersome feelings with me. Anyway it’s getting too hard to type now since all I see are the tears clouding up my eye sight.. So I’ll end this now.
Goodnight
2010: In the Beginning
Where did you bring in the New Year? up in paramount
Who were you with? my man and the fam
Did you kiss anyone at midnight? yees i diiiddd :D first time too!
Did you make any resolutions? na
2010: Your Love Life
Did you break up with anyone? na
Did you get anything for Valentine’s day? yups
Did you meet anyone special? yesss x 100000 :))))
Did you fall in love? hehe you can say that
2010: Friends and Enemies
Did you meet any new friends this year? yeah woopwoop
Did any of your friendships end? yeah
Did you dislike anyone? yee
Did you make any new enemies? naw
Did you resolve any fights? yeauh
Who was your closest friend? kyle ono
Who did you grow apart from? fooos
Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships? nawp
2010: Your BIRTHDAY
Did you have a cake? yeahhh
What did you do for your birthday? san diegooo
Did you have a party? yeah
Did you get any presents? yup!
If so what was the best thing you got? my ps3 dooode
2010: All about YOU
Did you change at all this year? yeahh
Did you dye your hair? naw
Did you get your hair cut? nope! finally lol
Did you change your style? naah
Were you in school? yahh
Did you get good grades? yup!
Did you have a job? nope
Do you drive? yup!
Did you own a car? yup!
Did anyone close to you give birth? noope
Did you move at all? As in houses? no
Did you go on any vacations? plenty
Would you change anything about yourself now? nopppe
2010: Wrap Up.
Is 2010 a good year? yes x 100
Did 2010 bring any new insights? jess
Do you think 2011 will top 2010? lets hope.. we run 11 righhhh?
but i cant do it anymore. i cant keep playing it off like were some perfect pair and all smiles all the time cause were not. not anymore at least, ever since this break started being separateed for this long has finally got to me, to us. i feel the tension between us everyday and you take your anger out on me like its my fault we havent seen eachother. I knew something like this would happen the first day of break. starting with that big ass fight we had or whatever you wanna call it. I miss being able to be happy and not worry about where your at what your doing and why you havent called. its breaking me down im running out of tears and running out of patience. being apart from eachother shouldnt make us act this way and brawl all the time. i really hope it wont all come down to us having to take a break from eachother to remember how much we love, care, and feel about eachother, cause thats looking like the best thing to resort to right now. help me out here drake cause this is wearing me out.
PLZZZ
